พระอาจารย์ไขข้อแตกต่างระหว่างอุเบกขากับความเฉย ๆ ของอัพยากตะ อุเบกขานั้นยังรับรู้ได้ถึงสุขและทุกข์ แต่วางใจเป็นกลางด้วยตัตรมัชฌัตตตาเจตสิก ต่างจากอัพยากตะซึ่งเป็นเพียงความไม่รู้สึกสุขไม่รู้สึกทุกข์เฉย ๆ ก่อนนำเข้าสู่การเห็นองค์พระธรรมกายแก้วกลางกายและเจริญเมตตาธรรมPra Ajarn clarifies the difference between equanimity (upekkha) and the mere blankness of the neutral, undetermined nature (abyakata). Equanimity still perceives happiness and suffering, but rests the mind in neutrality through the tatramajjhattata mental factor -- unlike abyakata, which is simply the absence of any feeling at all. This leads into seeing the crystal Dhamma body at the center of the body and cultivating loving-kindness.
The Three Natures and the Energy Flowing Through Every Moment
Meditation practice is essential and vital for every life, because at every instant, every fraction of a moment, energy flows through our lives without ever stopping. This flowing energy is the result of the three natures competing to become the resident of our mind. If the nature that takes hold is unwholesome, it draws in unwholesome energy to drive system, pressing the elements of our being downward. But if the nature that takes hold is wholesome, it draws in the energy of merit to drive system, bringing and liberation to our lives. We must therefore learn and understand this, in order to remain grounded in the wholesome system.
The Buddha taught: "Monks, you should clearly determine and know the body, feelings, mind, and -objects, in order to clear away delight and displeasure regarding the world." To determine means to specify and pinpoint, or to mark -- wherever we mark it, the mind is placed there. Once the mind is placed there, we maintain determined awareness, staying alert without lapsing, so that the sphere of arises. Once it arises, it continuously draws the pure energy called merit into the center of that sphere. This pure energy then drives the wholesome system, refining the elements of our being.
Equanimity Is Not the Blankness of Abyakata
The Buddha taught us to determine our awareness in four domains: body, feelings, mind, and dhamma-objects. In the domain of feeling, we experience , suffering, or neither, depending on which nature has taken hold of the mind at that moment. When the wholesome nature takes hold, we feel happy and at ease. When the unwholesome nature takes hold as resident, we feel suffering -- a state that must be endured and is hard to endure. **But when the neutral, undetermined nature (abyakata) takes hold, we simply feel blank. This blankness is different from equanimity. The blankness of abyakata is neither suffering nor happiness -- it is devoid of any feeling at all, a state of neither pleasure nor pain, which is entirely different from equanimity.**
**Equanimity can still perceive happiness and suffering, but the mind does not delight in them or resent them, does not feel elated or dejected by whatever external stimulus produced that gladness or sorrow. The mind is held in neutral balance through the tatramajjhattata ** -- a wholesome mental factor that keeps the mind in equilibrium. The mind itself is the faculty of thought; whichever nature takes hold brings its own mental factors along with it. If the unwholesome takes hold, both mind and mental factors become unwholesome. If the wholesome takes hold, both become wholesome. We can recognize an unwholesome mind by the state that is hard to endure, accompanied by wrong, unwholesome thoughts -- boredom, stress, weariness, or greed, hatred, and delusion themselves, all of which are unwholesome mental factors or unwholesome dhamma. If the mind is wholesome, wholesome mental factors take hold, guiding us to live rightly and well.
The Buddha's purpose in teaching this determined awareness was to clear away delight and displeasure regarding the world. Delight is gladness; displeasure is the sorrow that gives rise to anger. This is why we are taught to rest the mind in neutrality regarding gladness and sorrow -- neither delighting nor resenting. All of this depends on determined awareness -- mindfulness, -- which are wholesome mental factors alone.
Settling Into the Recitation and the Mental Image
In this determined awareness, our teachers advise us to settle our awareness at -- the permanent seat of the mind. The instant we are born, and the instant we die, and the instant we wake, the mind rests there first, before wandering off, led by whatever is unwholesome or wholesome. If we wish to remain with the wholesome, we must maintain determined awareness of body, feelings, mind, and dhamma-objects, keeping the mind from wandering outward, resting it in neutrality, neither delighting nor resenting. We train mindfulness using the recitation and the mental image -- reciting "Sammā Arahaṃ, Sammā Arahaṃ" with deep, subtle awareness.
When we utter this name, Sammā Arahaṃ -- meaning the one who practices well, practices rightly, practicing in a way that leads far from all defilements -- this is its descriptive name. When we utter the name, the image appears, because form and name always go together. Form is like packaging; name is the quality it holds. We name each dhamma according to its quality. When we utter the name, it appears at the center of our mind.
Seeing the Crystal Dhamma Body at the Center of the Body
When it appears, it does not appear empty-handed -- it appears together with taking the elements of our being -- seeing, remembering, thinking, knowing, earth, water, wind, fire, space, and consciousness -- and refining them, clean and pure, clearing away all defilement. Not only that, it expands to fill our entire body, merging with us to protect and care for the human body. Its wish is for us and it to become one and the same, so that it may help us with the fullest effectiveness. We merge with it by wearing the feeling that we are the Buddha-image, and the Buddha-image is us, letting our whole body become the crystal body, radiant, cool, clean, and pure. Our head becomes the clear crystal of , with a lotus-bud crest, clear, glittering, and radiant. Our face becomes its face, eyes gently closed, lips curved in a soft smile. Cheeks, nose, mouth, chin, and neck all become the crystal Dhamma body, radiant, cool, clean, and pure. Both shoulders and arms, chest, belly, back, hips, thighs, knees, shins, and soles of the feet likewise all become the crystal Dhamma body, clear, glittering, and radiant. The Dhamma body is our true self.
Stopping in Stillness, Resting in Rest, Aiming Toward Nibbana
Once we have merged our body with its body into one unity, we merge our mind with its mind into one unity as well. Normally the Dhamma body cultivates the attainment of ceson, gathering the mind, stopping, and stilling, refining the elements of our being, clean and pure. Whatever it does, we do the same -- gathering our minds, stopping, stilling, into the center of the Buddha-image, the center of our body, the center of our mind. Stopping within stopping, stillness within stillness, soft and light and at ease, clear, cool, clean, pure, and radiant. We send the mind aiming directly toward the path of nibbana, resting at the center of the center, knowing the center, stopping at the center, stilling at the center, continuously. Nibbana is every Buddha, every Paccekabuddha, and every Arahant. As we gather our minds into the center of nibbana, the center of every Buddha, every Paccekabuddha, and every Arahant, we appear bright and clear at their center, and they appear bright and clear at the center of us.
Radiating Loving-Kindness to All Beings
Once we have done good for ourselves, we go on to cultivate for the people of the world and all beings, setting the sincere wish that all beings be free from suffering and find happiness everywhere. May those with much suffering have little; may those with little suffering be free of it; may those with little happiness have more; may those with much happiness have ever more. We then expand this heart filled with loving-kindness outward, covering our home, village, sub-district, district, province, the whole country, neighboring countries, until it covers the entire world, turning it into a crystal world, bright, cool, clean, and pure -- extending to earth-dwelling devas, tree-dwelling devas, sky devas, the heavenly beings of every realm, brahmas and formless brahmas, and beings in hell, hungry ghosts, and animals. We extend it further still, out into the atmosphere of the cosmos, covering countless stars, extending to ten thousand world-systems and countless universes, without limit. Loving-kindness has the special quality of being able to clear away patigha -- irritation -- completely. It also shines and refines every particle of the environment -- earth, water, air, sky, mountains, and oceans -- making it fit for all beings and the people of the world to dwell in.
Dedicating Merit to Relatives and All Beings
The pure stream of merit continues pouring forth into the brightness of loving-kindness. We dedicate this merit to all beings, including our own relatives -- parents, siblings, grandparents, teachers, and all who have shown us kindness, as well as the devas who help and protect us, and all beings we may have wronged as karmic counterparts (khu-kam khu-wen). May we forgive one another and all share equally in this merit.
Merging with the Triple Gem and the Great Teachers
We gather our minds, stopping and stilling, into the center of the Triple Gem -- the Buddha jewel, the Dhamma jewel, the Sangha jewel -- and into the center of our great teachers. We still ourselves into the refined Dhamma body of our revered Luang Pu, then of Luang Phor, and then of Khun Yai Achan. We remain resting at the center of nibbana, the center of the knower, of boundless power, uncountable across incalculable aeons.
Closing Aspiration and Setting the Blueprint of Success
We use this most auspicious moment to pay homage and ask for the blessing, setting the to remain fixed within this radiant sphere of merit, throughout our entire path of building perfections. May our lives change, carrying together with happiness and purity, and success in everything right and good. We ask for the blessing, the merit, the radiance, the power, and the absolute authority of nibbana throughout all elements and all dhamma, together with the blessing of Luang Pu, Luang Phor, and Khun Yai Achan -- may all this merit combine with what we have sincerely accumulated since our very first life, becoming sacred merit of boundless power, purifying our body, speech, mind, and the elements of our being -- seeing, remembering, thinking, knowing, earth, water, wind, fire, space, and consciousness -- making them bright, cool, clean, and pure. May we be freed from calamity, misfortune, karmic obstacles of every kind, and may greed, hatred, delusion, lust, , wrong view, craving, and clinging be extinguished without remainder. May we gain the Dhamma-eye and penetrate the Dhammakaya knowledge fully -- the threefold and eightfold knowledge, the six higher powers, the four analytic s, the eight liberations, and the fifteen conducts, in full. May we have strong health and long life to build merit throughout our lives, with unfailing resolve toward nibbana, the end of Dhamma. Wherever we travel, may we meet only good fortune and safety, loved by humans and devas, with bright wisdom penetrating the Dhamma and the Dhammakaya knowledge. In whatever work we undertake, may we prosper beyond expectation, gaining the wealth of a universal monarch to build great generosity and perfections without end. When the time comes to leave this world, may we be born in Tusita heaven, in the realm of the great bodhisattvas of the special merit lineage, and when we return to build perfections on earth, may we be born into a family of right view -- a crystal family, a Dhammakaya family -- complete with the finest form, wealth, , honor, and the path and fruit of nibbana and the Dhammakaya knowledge. May whatever unwholesome deeds we have committed in the past be forgiven and never bear fruit again; may we commit no new unwholesome deed; and may all the merit we have sincerely accumulated combine into sacred, powerful, wondrous results, continuing without end until the very end of Dhamma, by the boundless power of the Lord Buddha, every Buddha. May all these good wishes come true.
*By the power attained by all Buddhas, by the power of the Paccekabuddhas,*
*and by the power of the Arahants, I bind this protection entirely.*
*By the power of all the Buddhas, by the power of all the Dhamma, by the power of all the Sangha,*
*may you always be well and at peace.*